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Holy Crap! [29 Jun 2010|12:39am]
 Back from the dead! The El jay reincarnated! lol

Well, somewhat.  I did write when I first moved up north but that was only because I was somewhat homesick.

But here I am again....typing away into the night.

I've read through quite a bit of what I wrote way back when.  

It seems that my self esteem issues have been a recurring trend....and it seems that I have a lot of good memories from a lot of great friends.  Even if I dont talk to some of them anymore, they've left a lasting impression.  

I doubt anyone will read this due to the fact that everyone has switched off to myspace(kinda), facebook (definitely) or even twitter(shudder).

I'm actually quite happy that I have this to look back on...granted there are a few entries I'd like to delete.....maybe I will.....hmmm....thats a lot of deleting....we'll see.

While reading through a lot of these things, I've taken notice that there are some gaps....gaps meaning some really happy things that I feel like I should have included, but I think thats when I got a myspace.....and then from there the myspace ended up neglected like the faithful El jay and facebook took the reigns..*sigh*

Oh livejournal, how I have forsaken thee.

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He doesn't seem to realize.... [16 Nov 2005|11:47am]
So...I'm led to believe that I really am just a notch in his bedpost.

He says he loved me. I believed him. I loved love him.

There's so many thoughts going through my head. Why would he take it knowing that we'd be where we are now? Ok..so maybe I gave it up willingly. But, why would he accept? He shouldn't have. I should have been smarter. It hurts. It hurts because I'm still in love and I know that no matter how hard I try to find someone else...no matter how many other people I could be with...He's the only one I want...

I pictured a proposal...a ring...beautiful things...*sigh*

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[24 Oct 2005|09:06pm]
[ mood | melancholy ]

I sit here at heather's laptop. I should be doing my psychology assignment and studying for my midterm. But, I can't focus. I hate thinking. So, I am cryptic. Taking a break from putting my entries in french. I'll probably start again on wednesday. Its a pretty language french is. Given the title as a language of love. Here we are back to that again.

love

4 letters that can do a lot of damage when not careful.

I'm not careful with who I give my heart to.

I fall in love too easily, then I can't fall back out. Either that or I don't want to.

i hate male egotistical men!!!!!

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A thrill and a joy [15 Aug 2005|11:29am]
Sitting here in microcomputer applications. going over banner web and such.
it'll get better once i find out something i don't know yet.
talked to rick last night. eventful. jason doesn't trust me or him. whatever. update later.

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[10 Aug 2005|11:29am]
Going out to lunch with Jason in a little bit.

Yay.

Then back here to clean up my hellish mess of a room. Laundry, etc.

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[31 May 2005|04:51pm]
Changed my icon for a few days.

Supporting The Thrill of Brazil.

*giggles* yays for alex, joseph, curtis, and evan.

can't wait to hear them.

yes, I'm supporting even though I've never heard them. That's because I love alex and joseph to pieces. ^______^

check out the website.

http://www.freewebs.com/thethrillofbrazil/index.htmv

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[24 May 2005|06:23pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So. I still feel like crap. I felt better yesterday. A little light headed-ness today. Nothing a whole bunch of medications won't cure. Bring on the tylenol. Haven't really accomplished much today. Showered. Watched t.v. Got dressed. Teehee. I'm pretty. Well...somewhat...I can't tell if I am or not so let me rephrase. I feel pretty. Not really dressed up. Dressed downish. but in a pretty way. So, giving new meaning to the phrase. Dressed up with no where to go. lol.

Also slightly rambly.

I blame the theraflu. That stuff is so nasty. Lemony. Blech.

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[28 Mar 2005|12:15am]
Just saw the movie "Wicker Park". Oh em geeee. *hugs Josh Hartnett* such a good movie.

It made me mad and happy and sad allllllllllllll at the same time. whoooooooaaaa

I just looked up the soundtrack. it is the shiznit. again I say whooooooooaaaa

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These are all from little kids under 8. [26 Mar 2005|11:58pm]
"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French
fries without making them give you any of theirs."

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it
everyday."

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him
alone all day."

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little
stars come out of you."

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you
mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget."

hooooooowwww sweet are all of those. All from little kids. They seem to have a better concept of it than older people do. I think when you get older, you're blinded by what you think its supposed to be. Cause of all those movies and books and drama and everything. *sigh*

When I get married I'm going to give my husband the best piece of chicken. ^____^

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[18 Dec 2004|12:28am]
Thank you Kurtis.

You are quite wise my friend.

Very insightful.

*hugs*

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Am I? [17 Dec 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Light
Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.


.:-|What is your true element?|-:. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
brought to you by Quizilla

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[14 Dec 2004|05:50pm]
[ mood | loved ]

I LOVE YOU TERENCE!!!!!!!!


*clings to terence*


hehehehehe.

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To Kurtis. [08 Dec 2004|07:36pm]
[ mood | touched ]

*is glad to have Kurtis back*


*hugs* Talking to an old friend is one of the best feelings in the world. Especially when its someone like youuu. ^__^

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[05 Dec 2004|09:02pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

Tommy is like the bestest person ever !!!

He gave me wendy's!! and a picnic!

and took me to best buy!

and let me drive his mustang!! *swoons over car*

I want a muuuuuuustang.....*dies*

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ohhh emm geeee!!! [04 Dec 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | nostalgic ]

Doonielle Woznep got a new puppy!!

*giggles uncontrollably*

SooOOOoOOOO cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute!





*sniff* *misses doonielle woznep*

*misses mr.jeb*

*misses kelly*

*misses chris*

*misses megan*

*misses terence*

*misses everyone else imaginable*

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[02 Dec 2004|08:05pm]
[ mood | studious ]

Kazaa has been deleted from my computer. *is proud* ^____^

I'm writing a psych paper that is due by monday. My last one.

Then I'm starting my final exam essay for history along with the movie essay.

Then thats it for essays. Just gotta study for all classes imaginable. Especially math. *sigh*




*hearts rick* he makes me happy.

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[27 Nov 2004|11:29pm]
[ mood | happy ]

We bought our tree today. *giggles* Its real!! and it smells good! *giggles again*

Went to heather's today to decorate her tree. It turned out prettyful! hehe.

I've missed her sooooo much. Not having someone close by to talk to and stuff.

We were silly. hehe. Good times. Brings back memories of all the fun we had.

She goes back to Tallahassee tomorrow. *sniff* But! she'll be back!! *snoopy dance*

She's all sickly with the germy-ness. Poor heathererer.

*clings to heather* Luuuurrrvvee her to pieces.

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By: Prankster 4 Life at Fanfiction.net [25 Nov 2004|01:04pm]
Dobby's 12 days of Christmas

On the first day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me A sock in Tom Riddles diary

On the second day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 2 golden, snicthes and A sock in Tom Riddles diary

On the third day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary

On the fourth day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary

On the five day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary

On the six day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the seven day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 7 hogwarts letters 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the eight day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 8 Phenoix fethers 7 hogwarts 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the nine day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 9 sorcerer's stones, 8 Phenoix fethers, 7 hogwarts letters, 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the ten day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 10 chocolate frogs, 9 sorcerer's stones, 8 Phenoix fethers, 7 hogwarts letters, 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the eleven day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 11 spinning sneakoscopes, 10 chocolate frogs, 9 sorcerer's stones, 8 Phenoix fethers, 7 hogwarts letters, 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

On the twelve day of christmas Harry Potter gave to me 12 three headed dogs, 10 chocolate frogs, 9 sorcerer's stones, 8 Phenoix fethers, 7 hogwarts letters, 6 evil basilisks, 5 Womping willow trees! 4 wild niffers, 3 canarey Creams, 2 golden snicthes, and A sock in Tom Riddles diary.

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Happy Turkey Day!!! [25 Nov 2004|12:06pm]
[ mood | content ]

I swear, the Macy's parade gets better every year. *sigh* luuuurrrve that parade.

I got my bum up at 6:30 this morning!! sheeeeee shaaaaaa!!

lololol.

Now...I sit.....on break from cooking.......

*tries to blend in with bedroom surroundings while typing ever so quietly* be one with the desk.......

no mooooore dishes....pleeeeaaasee mommmmmyyyy.....*falls to knees sobbing hysterically*

lol.

Mommy goes into work for a little bit....a couple of hourse i guess..

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God's "gift" [22 Nov 2004|05:04pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

I'm sure when Eve woke up that morning she said to herself..."ya know what...i think i'll screw over the entire woman population today!"

*glares at eve*

Stupid woman makes one lousy mistake and we all suffer for it.

"Take that! haha" says God. (or rather these )

OVARIES

And its not bad enough that he gave us them...no no no....he decides that....hey...for the heck of it....lets have them feel like they're being RIPPED OUT! once a month.

*glares at the male population* don't you EVER!! complain to me that you've got it worse than girls.... EVER!! ...

You don't know real pain!!! You don't give birth. You don't get cramps.

*continues glaring*

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