drumgoddess04 (drumgoddess04) wrote,

He doesn't seem to realize....

So...I'm led to believe that I really am just a notch in his bedpost.

He says he loved me. I believed him. I loved love him.

There's so many thoughts going through my head. Why would he take it knowing that we'd be where we are now? Ok..so maybe I gave it up willingly. But, why would he accept? He shouldn't have. I should have been smarter. It hurts. It hurts because I'm still in love and I know that no matter how hard I try to find someone else...no matter how many other people I could be with...He's the only one I want...

I pictured a proposal...a ring...beautiful things...*sigh*
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